Rage, Angst, and One Tall Negro.

The nightmares and panic attacks are back.

Thu, 16 May 2013 20:06:54 -0700

The nightmares and panic attacks are back.

How can you expect people to have open minds and to change their ways when you won’t?

Wed, 15 May 2013 15:28:18 -0700

How can you expect people to have open minds and to change their ways when you won’t?

God damn I’m a shitty fucking person. Can I get that heart attack o stroke or something...

Wed, 15 May 2013 11:13:36 -0700

God damn I’m a shitty fucking person.

Can I get that heart attack o stroke or something now?

Something that’ll stop the breathing.

I’m feeling really bad tonight. Like, people are really getting to me. Everyone is so...

Wed, 15 May 2013 01:24:34 -0700

I’m feeling really bad tonight. Like, people are really getting to me. Everyone is so judgmental and hypocritical and fuck no I’m doing the same thing.

Regardless.

Today, a girl gave a speech about how bullying was horrifyingly wrong, how it affected her and her family personally, and yet makes a facebook post making fun of someone’s name who was, admittedly, a bit of a bigot. But that doesn’t excuse it. Two wrongs don’t make a right. You don’t make fun of people. That’s what bullying is. You said in your speech about cyber bullying and shit. Making fun of them on a public forum is that, exactly. Your cause does not excuse you.

Another person , today esp., posted all this shit, and that everything is the patriarchies fault, guys are misogynistic by nature, etc. You can’t skew everything by your own confirmation biases. You’re taking advantage of the brains love of connecting dots. You’re doing what makes conspiracy theorists infamous. Yes, sexism is is a real issue. Yes, feminism is needed. But these aren’t sexism problems. These are people are asshole problems.

And lastly, another effectively said that a good deed or kindness done for the sake of attention was the worst thing you could do. No, a good deed is a good deed. You can’t criticize another morals if it doesn’t hurt you. That’s between them and their God, or lack of a God. I’m pretty sure that whoever they helped, fed, clothed, or saved, appreciates the help, regardless of why.

I feel really sad now. Why can’t people look at good things? Why is everyone so negative all the time? I just want to die again.

Literally, 99% of problems associated with racism, sexism, etc. can be attributed to monkeysphere...

Tue, 14 May 2013 22:58:46 -0700

Literally, 99% of problems associated with racism, sexism, etc. can be attributed to monkeysphere problems. Race, gender, age being what is made fun of isn’t worse, it’s just as bad if they targeted sometihng else. Instead of shoving things in people’s faces to make them uncomfortable, how about you teach them to not be fucking assholes?

What the fuck am I doing?

Sun, 12 May 2013 04:15:39 -0700

What the fuck am I doing?

May 6th Y’all. Seis de Mayo. The day I exited a psych ward after 10 days of being locked up,...

Mon, 06 May 2013 00:00:33 -0700

May 6th Y’all.

Seis de Mayo.

The day I exited a psych ward after 10 days of being locked up,

left with naught but a bottle of pills.

and some bitchin socks.

But I miss the food, man.

And the comfort.

And the relaxedness.

Oh well.

2 year anna, mofucka.

This is my time of the year. Fuck me.

Sun, 05 May 2013 19:55:11 -0700

This is my time of the year.

Fuck me.

Tonight was a night that I feel like I’m going to look back and say, That’s where it...

Sun, 05 May 2013 02:47:01 -0700

Tonight was a night that

I feel like

I’m going to look back and say,

That’s where it all started.

Idk, man.

Time to rethink I suppose?

Slipknots like puppet strings. you missed my throat, though.

Wed, 01 May 2013 21:20:07 -0700

Slipknots like

puppet strings.

you

missed my

throat,

though.

“You’re not dead yet. You’re still breathing.” “Not for long. I can...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 23:02:00 -0700

“You’re not dead yet. You’re still breathing.”

“Not for long. I can feel my lungs rotting. Lung rot, you know. It’s a thing.”

“Your lungs are fine.”

“Maybe I’ll have a heart attack. A seizure, a stroke. People get those. They just drop dead.”

“Why do you care so much?”

“I guess I’m just hoping. Maybe soon what’s inside will reflect outwards.”

“One can only hope.”

“Exactly.”

“You’re pathetic.”

“I know.”

Maybe, instead of trying to make everything PC, maybe, we should teach people to not be offended and...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 19:26:18 -0700

Maybe, instead of trying to make everything PC,

maybe, we should teach people to not be offended and to like,

maybe consider and debate criticism?

Like, I doubt you can stop people from being “mean”

idk

Well, at least you found a way to feel superior, and that’s what’s important. Good luck...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 02:28:37 -0700

Well, at least you found a way to feel superior, and that’s what’s important.

Good luck at the top.

I wish death upon myself.

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 21:34:19 -0700

I wish death upon myself.

I need to get out more, yeah? Yeah.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 20:02:23 -0700

I need to get out more, yeah?

Yeah.

If you’re the kind of girl who still uses the “It’s complicated” status on...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 20:39:01 -0700

If you’re the kind of girl who still uses the “It’s complicated” status on facebook after you’ve been out of high school for at least a year,

you are not the kind of person who should be dating.

I watched the 5 year engagement finally. Now I want to cry. Uggghhhhh I am such a faggot I...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 20:37:21 -0700

I watched the 5 year engagement finally.

Now I want to cry.

Uggghhhhh
I

such

a faggot

I ca’t watch these movies

fuck me

why do I do this

I’m gonna be so depressed now fuck

If there’s one thing I know, it’s how to pick ‘em.

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 21:31:10 -0700

If there’s one thing I know,

it’s how to pick ‘em.

Ugh. You’re like that guy who signs up for a women’s studies class and at the beginning...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 10:25:20 -0700

Ugh. You’re like that guy who signs up for a women’s studies class and at the beginning of class, loudly state that you want to hear “herstory”.

You only have these opinions because you think it’ll get you laid.

And it doesn’t seem sincere since you had the complete opposite opinions a year ago.

So in the end, you just seem slimy, disingenuous, and just scuzzy.

We’re a people who instead of creating out own stories, revel in music and movies and books...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 21:14:21 -0700

We’re a people who instead of creating out own stories, revel in music and movies and books and stories of the past, and criticize those that keep moving forward. Culture is meant to change. The 60’s, 70’s, the 80’s, the 90’s are all done. Let’s do new stuff, yeah?

It’s 2013, for fucks sake.

Drinking tea doesn’t make you more cultured.

Loving old movies, either.

Criticizing abstract art and longing for the artists of old is ignorant as well.

Fuck

I forgot what the point was

fuck it